Swim Meet

Swim meets. Ugh. Swimming. Ugh. First swim meet since September 2014. Ugh.

I was so ready for this swim meet today. I EVEN WROTE DOWN ALL MY EVENTS ON AN INDEX CARD. YES THAT'S RIGHT I WASTED A NICE VOCABULARY-FITTING INDEX CARD FOR YOUUU, SWIM MEET. AND WHAT DO I GET BACK? ADDED TIME. THANKS A LOT.

I feel much better now. Blaming others (people or objects or imaginiary friends - not that I have any of course heh heh heh no really i don't please stop judging) really does help you control your anger. Actually, not really. I'm still disappointed in myself

I shall make a list of my failures now

Event # Description Heat Lane Time Before Time After Time Added

27 100 BK 3 1 1.18.08 1:22 4

29 50 BR 3 4 40.17 42 2

33 100 FR 3 6 1:10.90 1:13 3

35 200 BR 3 6 2:59.28 3:10 11

it's not spaced out evenly :(

i fixed it (ish)

I ADDED SO MUCH TIME IN THE 2 BREAST WHYYYYYYYYY AND FOR EVERY OTHER EVENT TOO MEI MEI ADDED NO TIME. EXCEPT FOR ONE BUT JUST ONE HOW HOW HOW I DON'T MAKE ANY SENSE ANYMORE ANY SENSE ANYMORE WHY DID I JUST WRITE THAT AGAIN AND WHY ANY ANYMORE GOSH JYALU REPITION ISN'T GOOD WRITE SOMETHING BETTER UH UH UH UH UH I DON'T MAKE SENSE ANYMORE THERE HOW'S THAT WHO AM I QUESTIONING ER I MEAN ASKING I GUESS MYSELF? FINALLY SOME PUNCTUATION DID I SPELL THAT RIGHT PUNCTUATION I THINK SO WHAT SONG IS THIS MINE IS YOURS BY COLD WAR KIDS MINE IS YOURS? WHY NOT NAME IT WHAT'S MINE IS YOURS THATS WHAT THE LYRICS SAY BTW ACTUALLY NO YOU SAY MINE IS YOURS ONCE i should stop writing in capital letters now. It hurts my eyes probably yours too where did the punctuation go i almost wrote pinctuation hahah kinda sounds like it should be a button on pinterest or something

pinterest + punctuation = pinctuation

It's 9:28 PM and I don't know what to do. With life. In general

This is kinda late to write now but sorry I haven't posted anything in a while.

P.S. I wore my navy Cape Cod sweatpants to the meet today even though CCSC (Cape Cod Swim Club) was hosting and I would've been mistaken for them. Dear future self: remember I'm on Hay Lightning right now, not Bluefish or CCSC. Or SHS, unfortunately. I really did want to go to the school one.